Too Good For Me

I sit in silence, alone  

I don’t want to be around others

I need my space, I want to think, and I want to cry I want to scream

All I hear is the music and the steady beat

At times my heart slows and it seems like it matches

 Boom, boom, paa, boo      

When I think of you it becomes irregular

But as words that have been spoken are remembered

And times spent together.

Snuggles and cuddles

Kisses and hair caresses

Come rushing back to me

The way you smelled

Like heaven

It’s forgotten

My heart beats at its own pace, different from yours

It’s hard, echoing

I’m done

I’m gone

You seemed too good to be true

To good for me

I never stood a chance with a boy like you

I never stood a chance beating her for you