Sometimes I wish to bleed me to death

Held by their poison up in my head.

Sometimes I wish I could just leave,

Slip off a building to endless sleep.

Sometimes I wish the dreaming would stop

That build nightmares conceiving a drop.

Sometimes I wish you would just hear

The voice in my heart breaking to tears!

Sometimes I think I’m going insane,

Trying each fragment and all in vain.

Sometimes I dream, my pathway of strings

As I walk loosen their links.

Sometimes I wish a thunderbolt on me,

Seems better than the words that poke at me.

Sometimes I wish euthanasia’s bliss

But pain holds me faithful to its kiss.

Sometimes I just try stop the sound,

Stay underwater and try to drown.

Sometimes I dream I could let it go

But it all comes back and lingers even more!