Lost
in myself
cannot escape
the world

I tried
hiding in the bushes
sweet liquor drowning
my soul

Will it ever happen?
I’m frightened
no matter what
tomorrow might bring

Where do I go
running from my shadow
does it have a point

Memories flashing before
my eyes
are like rats eating out my mind
too much has happened
to just let go
my heart is dieing
the booze still flows