Here is where I sit inside my sweet solitude
My only refuge against a world so cold and crude
This life’s beginning to take it’s toll on me
I’m losing my strength and beginning to disbelieve
My heart has sunk and there’s no hope for return
So do me a favor and spare me your disconcern
For I sit here wrapped in the silence of my solitude
Waiting for the time to start my self-given prelude
A new beginning of a fresh start and a clean slate
A method that will more than repair this torn state
Whispers of goodbye to my inward demons, however few
Yet ever so pathetically the only friends I ever knew
Leaning against the wall I exhale an empty breath
Close my eyes and imagine the world we name Death
Then weakness sets in, my strength escapes
Within a matter of seconds suddenly it’s all too late
No time for regret and none left to think twice
Life’s nothing but a gamble, I face my final roll of the dice
Deciding there’s nothing left that could cause any harm
I hold my breath as I at last calmly raise my arm
And so this is how I have chosen to end my life
In my sweet solitude with a trigger between my eyes