Hopes daring to go free,
for you are no longer there.
Wishing there was something you could do to be normal,
but you no longer want to care.

Realizing life has taken its toll on you,
for you have gone through the worst in life.
Hoping he wasn’t breaking your heart,
while knowing he has a wife.

Sitting on your knees,
while praying he will take you back.
Everyday seeming to last forever,
but your heart remains under attack.

Tried of waiting for him to decide what he wants,
while knowing your heart is slowly breaking.
Wanting him to stay with you forever,
but trying to keep your dreams alive.

Getting to where you want to stay,
but wishing it wasn’t such a drive.
Thinking if you do what he wants be will stay,
for you never wanted him to leave.

Crying in the bed you once shared,
for now you can remember him cuddling with you.
Wishing things were easier,
while knowing you no longer think it’s true.

Holding on to everything that makes sense,
but not knowing how you truly feel.
Giving him your best everyday you were together,
but knowing he didn’t think it was good enough.

Remembering all the pain he put you through,
while trying to appear tough.
No longer wanting any memories of him,
but not being able to let him go yet.

Knowing what you have to do,
and knowing you can no longer stay here.
Looking at the room once more before you leave,
for now this is what you didn’t want to fear.

Never wanting to hear his voice,
for you know it will only bring you pain.
Hoping you can meet somebody new,
for there is so much left for you to regain.

Your life flashing before your eyes,
while trying to forget about what you once had.
Knowing it must all come to an end,
for he is the only reason you stay sad.