Image by lepiaf.geo (back mid February) via Flickr

Image by Elmo Alves via Flickr

This process that we

 have been going through,

has been very painful for me.

I am left not knowing what to do.

I want to talk to you,

but then I don’t.

I want to make up with you,

but talk I won’t.

This uneasiness between us lately

has affected us greatly.

What happens next,

I don’t really know.

I do know that if something

is not done soon

our union is facing doom.

I do love you,

but I have forgotten

 how to show it.

The question in my mind

is if you still love me too.

Do you?

My thoughts go back

to the way it used to be

when we were young and free.

Not a care in the world,

thinking only of you and me.

You have been my inspiration

since I was a young girl.

Even before we met,

I heard of you often

through family chit chat.

You became a permanent

fixture in my mind

and I was caught in your net,

though you didn’t know it.

Our history cannot be erased,

for this is what

our relationship has been based.

It was meant to be,

don’t you see?

This only happens in the movies

and most do not experience this,

when each kiss

can be so much like heaven,

and our eyes become dreamy

just looking at each other.

You were a beautiful lover,

the best I had known.

Now, you are like stone.

Why does my touch

no longer reach you?

Why do you always

appear to be so blue?

Honey please tell me,

what did I do?

I am left with a massive heartache.

It wouldn’t take much

for it to totally break.

My feelings for you

are the same,

but now, shares the space with shame.

We have come too far

and fought too long

to be together.

We can do it,

for this is nothing

in comparison for us to weather.

I now am opening

my heart back up to you.

It is your turn

to make a move,

and do what it is

in your heart to do.