Uncontrolled

You turned me into something I didn’t think I was

My feelings, thoughts and wants have changed

At times I feel myself slipping and I have to pull back hard,

To remind myself not to give in

But the thoughts that slither in, I cannot stop

Feelings of wanting to let go, letting myself fall

And taking you with me, until we hit the bed or fall to the floor

Our arms and legs a tangle, now knowing where which one begins or where they end

Your hair grasped firmly in my hands

Kisses soft and passionate at first, growing more heavier and wetter as

Our tongues explore each other’s mouths

Hands roaming all over, uncontrolled

The feeling of such closeness is intoxicating

Feeling your breath upon me, the weight of your body on me is adrenaline

Through my veins

I want it all, I want to take your breath away

I want you begging for more and more

That noise you make, when I kiss those lips, sends chills down my spine

I don’t want to be the same, I don’t want to be like those others, I want to stand out

I want to be what you are craving

I want to run my hands slowly up and down your body  

I want to shake my, up and down, and side to side