i can feel it in my stomach
it’s uneasy
i can feel it in my heart
it’s got this sort of itch
i can feel it in my head
it’s pondering
what is this
this thing
it makes me smile a big wide smile
it keeps me up at night
it sends my imagination on a marathon
what is this
it’s giving me butterflies
it’s making me rethink certain decisions
what is this
its got me open like never before
it’s making my heart skip a beat
what is this
it can’t merely be lust
can it
what is this
that has me questioning my definition of love
whatever this is
i would like to explore it
i pray i get permission to proceed with my inquiry
i have a good feeling about this
whatever this may be