You stand me up Untouchable

clinging onto the hand that floats in my mind

you are the portal of an existence, under cover

my link into the other world

the crusted blood under your finger nails- shreds my longing

as the tips press my flesh out of fear

it cripples my brain to feel you break

causing cavities always just out of reach

below the surface of my identity- discreet

you are the only one who knows me

honestly, complete

the only one granted entrance

i steal your fortune to mould my own

drop you in it and fold you down

nothing in your yellow pools goes untold

a never understood tale of the invincible

embraced steadily in the shallow waters

of a dissociated mind