Not even gonna lie today and tell you this isn’t so

Life simply isn’t the same without your hands around my throat

The madness spinning slowly 

taking over my mind

Can’t get you out of my head

Can’t erase your insatiable lies

And still I crave for the insanity

On my hands and knees in vain

Each and every day

I look around my life and every  hour I pray

Pull me out of this madness

this pure unstated bliss

Remove me from the dedication whispered across my cheek

I need not be consoled by the truth that all shall speak

I have my own brand of insanity

I keep myself from being weak

But yet I yearn for just another day

For you to pull the blade upon my own self destructive vein

You know just what I will beg you for

On my hands and knees in vain

Can’t regret that which once put a smile upon my face

Nothing that I speak about you have any clue

But yet know when you close your eyes tonight…

all I can think about is you

Not knowing if you shall fear this 

Maybe like to walk  away

It takes a special kind of person to see through my tough as nails disguise

Fool not for I am as strong as most shall inevitably see

But for some odd reason you bring me to my knees

You make me want to break this down 

show off a side of me that none should ever know

Baby you make me want to love you in a most ethereal way

You make me want to break it down…

On my hands and knees in vain