I’m finally in
The doors swing open,
This is so uncommon
it’s shown by muscle and skin
I prayed for an eternity
Deprivation nearly prevailed
Such longing to complete me,
With every urge I exhaled
These questions, like cancers
Over and over, wondering why
And searching for answers,
But hell, I am too shy!
Euphoria should have filled the void,
but lack of confidence is the devils insulator
though, I shouldn’t let me be destroyed
as love should be my cultivator
the chance is here to take, now,
but I just don’t know how.