Many times I have walked your paths

with tears in my eyes, 

contemplating suicide

wishing hoping,

 My live would come to an end.

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Many times I have walked your paths,

wishing and hoping, 

I could walk along them with a lover, 

who truly loved me,

Holding my hand, hugging and kissing me.

Instead of walking them alone.

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Many times I have walked your paths, 

wishing and hoping, 

I could appreciate the beauty you have

surrounded by you.

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Many times I have walked your paths,

wishing and hoping

I could walk them with a smile 

upon my face,  

a smile that is meant to be.

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Many times I have walked your paths, 

today was one of those days, 

I appreciated your beauty, 

that surrounds you, 

with the sun beaming down on you,

so nice and warm, feeling care free, 

with a smile upon my face, 

that is meant to be. 

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Krrymarie.