A weak shout louder than a gun shot
Out of a mouth full of depressed misery and dead emotions
A walk to infinity…A search for the light in a place so bright, yet so dark…
Between sun-light and dawn…Where birds sing for roses

Away in distance…Where destiny lead my way

It’s going to be okay…Last words my ears choose to hear
To relieve the pain in my heart…Darkness filled my eyes
Don’t try to make it shine…I smell the end…
I feel the tears of grief drowning me alive

I lay down in my coffin…Under the soil
In the freezing ground…Isolated from all around
No need to make a sound…Or wear the mask that hides what’s beneath

Surrounded with woods…beneath the ground just as I was
Tossed as a stone…Like a leaf fallen from an autumn tree
into a lake so deep…With my skinless skull and wrist bones
where cuts of regret cant be seen

I lay In my cave…In my only home
With my only friend…My rival my enemy
I can’t let go…

Thoughts rushing into my mind…Bursting in and out
Words I never thought I’d speak…Words my tongue never dares to say
Well…now I know how it feels…Now after I’m gone

My lips are fading…My soul is drowning…
My body is decaying

I reach the limit…Where heart beats doesn’t matter
Where I can’t breathe the air…Where my only road is to hell
I’ll bathe in fire from this day and forever

Never made you proud…Forgive me and make it better

Two roses laid on my grave…Endless time passes as the sun goes by
Nothing stirs…Pure melody in silence
A selfish wind blows taking with it one
and there goes one in vain dropping it to far away
I gaze through emptiness…Waiting for my eternal time to end
For my angel to appear…And save my weeping spirit from my sins
Which have become my reality…