The next installment in the soap opera that has become my life….
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This is no longer a safe place for me to be
A tornado of lies swirls around my head
A whirlpool of distrust at my feet
Both threatening to suck me in
And things are being tossed about
Sharp things that could cut deeply
The sail is rent, tattered, shredded
There is no way we can use it
To go in any direction from here
I don’t know why I let you convince me
To stay aboard as long as I have
You said we were in this together
But it is painfully apparent that
You don’t want any assistance from me
It’s almost as though you were intent
On sinking the ship all along
Drilling tiny holes in her hull
Even as I was trying to bail
Trying to save us both
In the distance I can see another vessel
One that appears strong and safe
One that could carry me off
To somewhere warm and dry
I am nearly ready to jump ship
I am a strong swimmer
Evident in the fact
That I have not drowned already
I’m convinced I can make it there
But it seems there is only room
On board for one of us
Besides, you always made sure
To remind me endlessly
That you are indeed the captain
Commanding the helm, plotting the course
Well, Captain, now you must make
The ultimate sacrifice – For once
Bear the responsibility of your position
And go down with your ship
© 2009 – Andrea J. Shannon
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