Everyone says I’m stupid
Just wasting my time
That you are just using me
Tell me its lies

If I dissapeared
Never came back
Would you miss me, or care?
Would your memory lapse?

Would you forget me
Though I was your first
Will you ever feel the same again
Or am i asking to get hurt

If you blank me again
As you have in the past 
I will have to move on
This chance is your last

Because im not just a toy
To pick up and drop
Whenever you feel
The urge to be loved 

I have feelings
And a breaking heart
Each week you stick it back together
Then tear it apart

But I dont think I
Can cope with much more
My heart is much weaker
Than it was before

Because if you continue
To pretend you care
Pretend we have something
Though nothing is there

My heart will break
Just one last time
To stay cracked forever
Frozen in time