here i am, what to do

i really do feel like a fool,

who am i kidding i don’t belong, maybe i should move along

i really like it here with all my peers, if i leave i will only have my fears

i really do not know what to do ,i am so helpless please help me move

everyone calls me a git, because i dont have one lit

how can it hurt just one puff, everyone says it’s a must

so i grab a box and pull one out,before i light it i have a thought

what about my education, there just using minipulation.

i pause for a second just to think, then all the kids give me a flick

i can not do this it is not my way, “you know what” i said i am going to walk away