What did you expect.. GOD?!
When you formed within the womb a child
given to parents who’s only worth is a bullet in the head?
A mother who never had half a brain to care for anyone else but herself,
and a father who took his sons to bed.

Tell me… GOD, what DID you expect?!
Did you expect that child to grow up saintly?
Did you expect his heart to grow near to you or to anyone?
Did you think all the things that happened to him, would win him over
and for you, inside, a light would have shone?

What did you expect?!
Are you SO surprised that the darkness of this world would creep into his very essence,
and the hatred rots away inch by inch every fiber of his being?
How could you not perceive, not envision, the life he lives as a festering decay
a morbid stink on his mind and soul, how is this fact not something you are seeing?

What did you expect… God?!
For him to come with reverence and open arms,
ready to spew out the demons that physically churn his insides out daily,
as the memories evolve into a cancerous mortality?
Does it surprise you that death is what he seeks more often than not..
That he craves fatality?

What on earth are you thinking…GOD???
How can you be SO blinded by your own glory, your own self righteous need
to be lifted up by every voice that cries out in this worldly domain?
How can you question why, instead of praising you with “OH GOD IN THE HIGHEST”,
He would rather curse you and take your name in vain…?
Can you not harken unto HIS disdain?

How could you not see??
That now as a man, grown full and fat with contempt
for leaving the womb alive after you implanted his mother with seed…
He detests the power, the audacity given by you,
to reproduce the offense, to rape and to infest
and GOD NO!!!……TO BREED???!!!

Is it any wonder in his mind… God,
He craves only to murder his own kind
and genocide his own race
To wipe out everything, past, present, and what is foretold in your will of his future..
And to spit in your face?

What DID you expect??!!
“GOD”
What did you expect!!!???