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Uncertain of the road before me.

How much further can it be?

Indecision saturates me with discouragement.

All that I come up with lacks encouragement.

What is my purpose in this life?

Surely it is more than being a mother and wife?

So much more that I want to do,

but ideas elude me and I have no clue.

I’m desperate for a decision.

I do seek a vision,

to show me which turn to make.

For sanity sake.

I must think of a plan,

but I don’t know if I can.

My self-esteem is low.

My mind says to go.

My mind says to stay.

Depression sometimes reacts this way.

Back and forth,

to and fro.

How can I expect to fully grow?

The decisions before me are mine to make.

No matter how long they might take.

I will gather the substance inside 

and do what I must for pride’s sake.

Considering all that is amiss,

I must not tarry, but react in a hurry,

and hopefully stop the senseless worry.

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