why do friends betray each other?..ending several friendships that were extremely at close. though no matter how you try to avoid quarrels and argues, there are still that we call backstabbing.. gossips.. un-loyal..and of course.. BETRAYAL.
though we try to prevent things to happen, certain situations were managed out of hand .
most people when felt betrayed, the only way to get out of the madness is REVENGE. many questions right now battling in my head.. i try to evaluate and and analyze things that needed to be dealt with no negative feeling and expression.
friendship sometimes hurt.. nothing is perfect in this world..

This one’s for you..(byotch)

a million miles down this two way street
all my thoughts and feelings i entrusted with you is safe to keep
but my head is spinning
and deep inside with you im burning

i have a list of good friends
and to expect so much that you’re on it..
you poisoned me with your honeyed perfume
cause it’s something that i shouldve been alarmed before for you were a fake.

hurting me i thought couldn’t be an action for you
but i already died a long time ago
i am drowned with my own blood
spilling on the ground as you sweetly stab my back with knives

you tried to cover your face with glow
so for me not to notice those cracks
as i try to walk with you with my eyes closed
i already slipped and failed to notice that you have left me behind

i was blinded with your angelic ways
i thought you’ll be part of my very good tale
but you were just released from demons
and you’re this evil that had been crowned in the deepest dark

relief of having you one more time is ain’t a goal for me
cause i would just escape the real
to forgive may be a miracle
but i shall glance at you when we meet with no affection at all

in your desperate hour of pains
its your heart shall be shattered into pieces
a once loyal and good friend you used to play around
is no longer to be found

thank you for hurting me once
for i have noticed your horns
and those hidden evil actions
that you have kept all this time that harmed and will harm me.

 
-meimuy-09-