Saddened by the sights I see
I wonder, as I run, why I just can’t be me.
I Reach deep down inside to be free
Why Lord, why can’t I just be me?
I turn around every corner only to find despair
Why can’t I just be there?
You know my heart is not just aching
It’s bleeding from the wounds that I can’t see
Help me Lord; I just want to find me.
I cannot face another day out there
It is hard and I don’t WANT to care
Put me in a good place, I pray
Put me in a good place today
Let me see your light. End this earthly fight
You KNOW the torment I face in the day
Is it MY faith that’s in the way?
Am I loosing my mind?
No because in my memory I find
How you came to me and set me free,
Taught me about the world I see,
You gave me answers to the mysteries.
So what must I do, now, to be at peace?
With this awful mess that I see?
On the other hand, is it just me?
Why can’t I see me Lord, what don’t I see?
Please come back, now there’s the key.
That’s it isn’t it Lord, I need you here, I see
I need you in my life with me
In everything I do, in everything I am,
Then I will truly be happy, I will have my peace
I can’t stand the evil I see, it’s all around me
I fought the battle hard long, since 1983.

I have to face another day
But I don’t want to find another way
I’ve hard to be where I am
Now, how do I get out of this jam?
Make him leave me alone, let him see
I won’t hurt him even when he abuses me
I don’t want to become what I hate, I hate I hate
I hate this state, I scream inside
I want to run away, run away, and hide!
Just give me another day to follow you
Just give me another day to see it through
For you I am true blue and I’ll see it through
Stand tall, walk slow and they’ll know
Of my sincerity and just let it be
I want to run I want to hide
From everything and everyone
From my friends and from my son
I just want to be alone, I can’t let this be
I have to find it, get back the Birda that belongs to me
I know the time cannot be far away
‘Cause I can’t be loosing my mind, no way!
Not me… I need to see I need to know
I can’t just keep letting it flow
Sometimes when you know what is right
Sometimes, you just have to fight
I pray you will be there with me Lord
Cause without you I am nothing at all
And I want to stand up and stand tall
For one and all, for once and all
I want to stand tall for all
For once and for all.
So I can see MY shining sun
When all is said and all is done.
I am the one. I am the one
I am the one to see this gets done
I won’t walk through that door
To find what it is you have in store
Not me, I won’t take no more
My Lord will heal my mind
All the pieces of me, he will find
He knows my heart and preserves my soul
I call on faith, I’m fading fast
I just need my life to last
I can’t remember this and that
Find me Lord, please bring me back
My thoughts scramble to find hope
For my survival, a way to cope
To stand up and know this what I have to do
For what you did to me, what you put me through
Every day of my life while I was there
If only I had known before if only I had seenP
I just wanted to do my job, be the best that I could be
You had a problem with me just being me
And had to prove something else was going on
You had to prove that you were right and I was wrong
All I can do is shake my head in disbelief
In awe at how people can be so mean.
Now I must stand up and fight with all my might
To keep going forward to keep moving on
To face those challenges and mend the me that I’ve become
From his day to day harassment
I hope that from others his harm I will prevent
I don’t know how to see this through
I guess I’‘ll just leave that part up to you
As I walk slowly into the future, sights set on today
I know Lord You always find a way
Bring me in and let me see, let it be
Let it be in the arms of peace guiding me.
Let them see what he did to me
In the arms of peace, guide me and let them see.