Who am I?  i am just a guy, the guy that sits waiting for something, anything to happen.  Oh, I used to be the life of the party.  Those people abused me so damn much back in the day.  “Tell us a joke, do the voice again, do that funny dance.”  I was all for it at first but after a while it was as if they invited me in just to have me, as their act, their in house comic, their stooge. 

Who am I?  I am just a guy, and I know that many of you, especially you reader, think that all guys are the same but were not.  “Once a cheater always a cheater.”  “You don’t drink, must be in rehab or at least a former alcoholic.”  No, I don’t drink because I chose not to.  Whiskey tastes bad no matter how expensive it is, and beer is good only on a hot day.  Cheating is not in the cards for me.  I never have cheated on anyone in my life.   

So, the parties stopped, I guess because I refused to be their personal clown, and I also guess I was right in thinking they would.  So, who am I?  I am just a guy, sensitive, more often then not, a man who sees the female side of things, and a person who thinks before he speaks.  I am a man that is respectful to others and well that nice guy you always heard about.  I love cuddling after love making, I love to walk on the beach and I love to see smiles.  I am just a guy, nothing more, nothing less. 

 So, you still don’t know and you ask me again?  I just will never get this at all.  I am a guy that will take the bullet for another with out being asked.  I am that guy who will run into the burning building to save someone.  I am that guy who tackled the purse snatcher and retrieved your belongings without waiting for thanks. 

 Look, I don’t get angry; I think that is such a waste of time and life.  I am a great listener and try to put a spin on things to make you understand.  I write as my outlet for any aggression that falls in my path or that I am feeling, I put pen to paper when ever I feel loneness, I create works for people that want to read more.