Who Should Be Happy You or Me? Who should be happy you or me?

If I stay I’ll live in complete misery.

I will go through life with anger and rage

Knowing that I’ve kept myself locked in this cage.

Wondering what joys I could have had

Wondering if love lost me or is it dead.

Walking around with my emotions boggled up inside

Because you don’t listen, you’ve got too much pride.

Feeling a sense of hopelessness,

Tossing and turning; it’s been days since I got rest.

Chaos all around me but know one to scream to

Wondering if you will make it, when I tell you I’m through.

Who should be happy you or me?

Should I abandon you knowing how helpless you would be?

Feeling guilty because I am all that you know

You’re like a child who needs assistance to grow.

You have gained so much from me, yet I yet to gain from you,

You’ve accomplished most of your dream, but me one or two.

It’s really sad because we have a family

But is it really a family, or just mommy and daddy?

Are they gaining anything, or are we making it worse?

Through our constant fighting and the words that we curse.

Who should be happy you or me?

I don’t know yet but I hope it’s you and me.