Lots of times i wonder why it had to be me
i just didn’t understand why
i went through so much pain and suffering
and i never stopped
my brothers and sisters sometimes get offended and be mean
i know its not their fault
they’re just a little mad that i get away with stuff
but i love them and i know they feel sorry for me
especially my sister
she feels hurt and pain for me and herself
she doesn’t get as much love from people as i
and i know it hurts her bad
but i can only give her what i got and show her i care
i used to cry myself to sleep at night and still do
but now i realize that
if god didn’t think i could handle it
he wouldn’t bear it on me
and he must be preparing me for something bigger