I wanted to tell you

How much I love you

I wanted to tell you

How much you mean to me

But you were gone too soon

Crushed me dearly

Never even got the chance

To say goodbye

You could’ve writen me a letter

Givin me a warning

When you might leave

But you were gone too soon

Still I think of you

Wondering why you had to leave that quick

And just leave me behind like that

Even failed to call out my name

Just one last time

Failed to pick up the phone

When I needed you

When I wanted to talk

When I wanted a shoulder to cry on

But you were gone too soon

Left me wondering

If you’ll ever come back to me

Oh

I try to forget the feelings you gave me

Like it was yesterday

When we were both together

In each other’s arms

In those soft, warm kisses

Making me feel so …loved

But now the pain tries to take over

Over that love

Over those loving memories we once had together

But I won’t let it

I won’t let the pain crush me completely

I know I don’t deserve this

This pain

This fury.. I feel

No, I can’t let in

Even though the heartache is there

Asking it to release me

Even though you were gone too soon

I still wonder why you would do so

Couldn’t you have done it another way

Then leave me like this

So broken and torn

Torn… oh

At least I still have some memories

Of our happy life together

But thats it …..

Thats all I can say