My whole world seems to loose,

Its my mind that’s so close too the noose,

Walk before me while the sun sets,

The moon’s playing games but losing all the bets.

Having troubled thoughts walk within me,

Into the garden of roses as we flee,

Teach me to count the stars,

Running through puddles of sorrow, seeing creatures from mars.

Missing the normalcy of life,

Defending all my past and future memories with a knife,

Lifting the shield in pain,

Having very little to gain,

But you still seem so close,

You’re the drug and I’m about to overdose,

Feeling you always kicking me in the shin,

Letting me know that you’re still within.