I was standing in front of a mirror naked. I felt lost, nervous, sad, confused, disappointed, abandoned, angry, exhausted, fragile, helpless, insecure, lifeless, lonely, lost, ashamed, awkward, bothered, paralyzed, powerless, tired, troubled, useless, miserable , depressed, unhappy and unlovedI looked into the mirror and could see my room. The mirror was a door for my closet and then I had  windows on two of the walls. There was not much space just enough to nudge by the bed to get to my closet. My water bed was king sized and did not fit well. My dresser was huge but held everything I needed. My walls were my favorite part, two of them were windows giving me a beautiful view of the mountains and one painted purple and blue in diamonds something I had always wanted to do, then I had a cream covered one. But while standing there none of this truly mattered. I felt myself almost the way you did, just trying to process it but I could not really do it I felt ridiculous. I was confused and alone.