I sit and watch all these couples siting at the clubs holding each other close. Why can’t I find some one to hold me like that? why am I always the one to sit in the back of the club watching others? why am I the one who is invisible to every one? my sorrow at watching others dance with those they love or just met and hope to make a friend, is only beat down by my fear that I will be alone. Should I try to make a friend, or sit back and watch the others have fun? Why am I even at this club, there is nothing here for me…this is not where I belong..I belong on the end of a leash, with the one who cares the most…but he has been gone. I’ve been abandoned again…alone…always alone…