I’m in a Confucius state of mind right now and would like that to end ASAP. The problem is that I’m having conversations in my head or my mind and  half of my Brain is inaccessible to me for some reason, as i try to explore the reason my head starts to feel some kind of irritation around the edge of my brain around the cranial ridge like small and unpainfull electrocution for me and i feel as though people are invading my brain and when i put up defences they complain to their father like a little cry baby, how can that such a child have such things he is accusing me of staling from him and how does one person steal such things from a person, how can i steal intelligence and abilities and the future spouse or spouses, i fail to understand the whole concept of stealing ones future by another person when they have access to unprecedented tech and i’m stuck with an aging PC and an ever-shrinking intelligence, HOW i dont understand it at-all. I do feel like they are the ones downloading from me the words i say or think are out before i say them and a voice is saying “it’s all mein and you’ll be a slave” in the back of my head and i cannot seem to get rid of a whore who keeps on playing allot of people, her name is ateena O and she seems to knaow who i like and a month later that person disappears with someone else, just like disappearing with a guy every second of her waking and other peoples sleeping time, If you’re looking for a definition of a whore or any other bad name for a women then she’s it.

How they manipulate people i dont know, i do know that theres another person inside me who can control me when i sleep it’s disturbing and i have no idea what they do with my body when they have control, there was one but now theres two people insde of me how they do that i dont know, but i do suspect theres another there put before i even knew what the hell was happening to me, it’s only recently and about 11 months ago that i started to graps these things are happening to me, i could feel the daily lives of the nastiest bitch from hell. But my memories show me that two people whom i now knwo of came and saw me when i was a child when i was 5 or six one was a guy and the other the opposite. i remeber him well a smiling face likes just been given a gift by god and then we started to move to here, it wasnt our choice i think now we were made to move so that the full power theirs can be exercised in their own playing feild.

How can one person steal anthers future i cant seem to put my finger on it, i can take a wild guess, the only way is if the thief can see the others future and or if he can see the future of others himself unless there are other options available then i’m listening. But one thing is for sure that if one is stealing from another then that one doesn’t exist only the one that’s loosing it but in anthers body, so two people with one destiny, but one is not doing anything with it, whats the point and most of all how can i stop this all when they can see my actions a year before i have made them.

I do see some glimpses of the future but they are all fragmented and the half brain i have isn’t good enough to mount a counter to save at least a part of my future, but how sad is it to Stael someones future how pathetic are you to do this, but it is a dangerous path so heads up you’ll be killed a thousand times by your own guardians…yeap have fun