Damaged hearts: chpt. eight.

When he wanted to say goodbye to Odette to return, she asked him to stay still and held him even eagerly, taking her arm, when he would open the door to exit. But he did not notice because, in the multitude of gestures, remarks, small incidents that fill a conversation, it is inevitable that we passed, without noticing anything that arouses our attention, those who hide near a truth that our suspicions are looking at random, and we stopped on the contrary to those under which there is nothing. She kept saying all the time: “What a pity you, who never come in the afternoon, for once this happens, I have not seen you.” He knew she was not enough in love with him for so great a regret for having missed his visit, but it was good, eager to please him, and often sad when she was upset, he found that she was only natural that both have denied the pleasure of spending an hour together was great, not for herself but for him. Yet it was something relatively unimportant for the air she continued to have painful end by the surprise. And it recalled more than it was usual, the female figures of the painter of the Primavera. She had now shot their faces and sorry seems to succumb under the weight of a pain too heavy for them, just when they leave the baby Jesus playing with a grenade or watching Moses pour water into a trough. He had once seen such sadness, but did not know when. And suddenly, he remembered: it was when Odette had lied when speaking to Verdurin the day after the dinner she had not come under the pretext that she was ill and in fact to stay with Swann. Certainly, had it been the most scrupulous of women she could not have remorse for so innocent a lie. But those that did were less commonly Odette and served to prevent discoveries that could have been created with one or the other, terrible trouble. So when she lied out of fear, feeling ill-equipped to defend themselves, uncertain of success, she felt like crying, fatigue, as some children who have not slept. Then she knew that his lie usually severely harmed the man to whom she did, and thank you which it would fall if perhaps she was lying ill. While she was at once humble and guilty before him. And when she had to do a lie insignificant and mundane, by association of sensations and memories, she experienced the discomfort of a burnout and regret of wickedness.

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