HATRED by Phillip John Sudario, a BSIT Student

Emotions are feelings that we tend to have to express what we feel deep inside of our hearts. Likewise, madness is a sign of angriness and irritability.  For some reasons, this madness fills my heart when someone argues and insults me. This hatred cover up my whole emotions, makes my nerves blow with adrenaline, pumps my heart with boiling blood, and tries to let go of the evil inside of me.

Hatred covers up my whole emotions. For instance, someone insults me and i fell I’m out of my mind. Sometimes I do not know why I keep on thinking how to revenge myself. The emotions keep spinning out of my mind. Hatred then tells my heart that I shall bring that person down with disgrace on hisherself. That is why this hatred fills my heart with negative emotions.

The madness makes my nerves blow with adrenaline. I feel that my nerves are all alert when I feel angry. As far as I can remember, I was in first year high school back then when I had an enemy. I had to let go on what I feel. I tell her that she was so stupid and was so dumb. That was when she tries to copy my assignment. It was an irritating day. All my nerves are trigger and that I feel so uncomfortable with my surroundings. It is funny how I still remember that day.

Hatred and madness pumps my heart up with boiling blood. As we are angry our hearts beats fast. We feel pain because of the fast beating and the raising of blood in and out of our heart. For me it’ not a big thing but when someone is full it is more dangerous. They might have an illness that suddenly attacks them.

Hatred tries to pressure and makes the evil inside of me to get out. That’s why I even feel uncomfortable and irritable. I want to plan for revenge and avenge myself. Darkness tries to overcome my heart and tells my mind for some bad ideas. This is how hatred triggers me to be bad and to go beyond my limits to think. I could not stop it but I just ignore this feeling sometimes.

As a whole, hatred can make us a person we were not supposed to be. That’s why I just make myself cool for every situation I could interfere.