Well, it is true then that I am god and that I am in hell where people dont do my will.  But it is a fun challenge, we are all gods in a game against each other, in some sort of Tournament.  We have been driven into it with hidden rules and rules that we all know if we are observant enough and smart enough, which not all gods are.  No but I am one of the best, the most beautiful, the smartest of them all!  So no WONDER I am bored of this game!  I knew it was stupid from the moment I began it when I was three years old.  Watching others play on stupid fake ovens.  WHY are they wasting their time?  I thought.  It isn’t even REAL!  To what purpose is it to play on that?  I wanted to play in the dirt, but I wanted to play with real food more.  But Mom wouldnt let me waste food.  She should have allowed me to learn to cook with her even at that early age. 

I felt sorry for the poor bugs that were stuck in glue traps.  Or the mice too.  So sad!  Animals are not meant to be killed!  We are barbaric!  We shouldn’t even eat plants, for flowers are so beautiful, and plants with no flowers are just as beautiful in their own way.  No, we were never meant to eat.  We were never meant to be dependent upon the sun or air.  We are gods who have been put into a sort of hell.  A physical reality when we belong in the spiritual world!  What has God done to us?  How would HE like it if he were stuck on Earth with no powers?  If he had to grovel to a god to be taken care of?  He’d hate it.  So what happened to the golden rule?