I was still crying in my room when mom came and asked me about the problem that made me cry. Mom absolutely confused and worried about me because I have been crying all day. But, mom had to go out without any reason she found. Yeah, I told mom that I needed time alone.

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Honestly, I don’t want to talk about this problem with mom. I am so shy to tell what happen with me, Tom, and our relationship. I can not talk to mom that we have broken up today because Tom has another girl. Not only one. But can be two, three, four, or maybe more.

I am still remember about three weeks a go when I talked to mom about my choice. Mom refused that and told me that I was still 15. Furthermore, mom though that Tom was not a good boy even though mom and Tom’s mom is a friend. Mom could feel about it.

But, I didn’t hear what mom said. We fought at that night. I talked to my mom that she was an arrogant parent. And always thought that I was still a child that must be protected.

“I am fifteen now mom, I am not your sweet Kate anymore that must play with doll. I am teenager, and I know what I wanna do” said me.

Not only that, I talked mom something that made her offended and very hurted. Something about Dad.

“If I knew like this, I would prefer to leave with Dad” said me while closing the door hardly and went out home. Leaving my mom cried at the home.

And after that, Life was like in the hell in this home. I never talked with my mom. When mom asked me something, I didn’t answer it and pretended that I didn’t hear it. I just wrote down something that I wanted on the paper and stacked it at the refrigerator when mom went to her work. I hated my mom. In my heart always asked. Why my mom never though about my feeling???

The other way, I felt very enjoy and comfortable outside there. With Tom beside me, everything looked going well. Walking around the mall, going to the party, watching the movie, or sitting in park were activity that we always did. And those things made me though that Mom did some mistakes thinking that Tom was not a good boy.