I’have cried and cried and nothing has changed.

But then again my eyes are red and my face is dry with tears.

I have shed my share of tears lately for every little thing to big things but nothing has changed.

It is no secret that our lives on earth have many issues and that god is busy handling all our issues of our life.

I myself just like you and me have been going through tough and painful times, but God is getting us through somewhere in the mist.

I am so glad that during those times my god may not be able allow his self to be seen but I know I am not alone.

As each day comes and goes and day light comes again I still wake up.

Its such a wonderful thing that no matter what we wish bad or wrong god wakes us all up again to face the day.

Its up to you to do something with your day not gods way.

He lets us know we are not alone, as when you face a diffcult day when you sit down and reflect on what has happen he gives you rest.

That is when he is actually right there with you and if you stop to be silent you might just realize he is there with you.

See you are not alone but you refuse to be silent in the mist of the issue.

I have lost sons, I have lost friends and family members.

I have weep, I have cried and I have screamed but I made it through it all.

I pray the lord does not allow me to lose my mind.

My lord gets us through all the issues of life and all the happiness of our lives.

Why do we only call on him in bad times and never in good times.

I think he like to be part of your happiness also.

I have a habit of thanking my god for all issues of my life.

I weep in good times and bad times, I shed tears over everything.

I think my crying is my cleaning out of my guts.

Where all the negative things have taken a seat, where the positve things want to leak out of my body becuase they need air too.

I pray that I never lose hope, laughter, joy, peace and mercy as I face each day, I know my god is in the mist of every smile I smile to strangers or friends or family.

One thing I know—you do not want to lose your blessing over being negaitve towards people.

One thing I know- you do not want to lose your blessing over being neagative towards strangers.

I like to think my heart is my locket that is allows tear drops of god love to over flow in my body to keep me alive.Because life’s losses bring tears into our nights and days and we have to weep over some things that donot make sense to us.I know the sun will come in the morning and will bring joy to my eyes because I woke up again.So the next time you cry donot be sad you needed the cleaning.