Today I start this for you, my son who is 5 years of age. I lost him when he was 15 months because of lies, I haven’t seen him since Feb 14,2008. So these letters or journal entries for you Titus Alexander Burke, you are my only child and I want you to know how much I miss you and think of you when you are not with me.
My story is hard to tell, I was young when I did it and now I’m 25. I know a lot more now than I did then. The expression you learn from your mistakes, well I did and I would never do it again. This is the hardest thing in my whole life that I have ever had to do, fight for my child.
I don’t know where to start my story, the good or the bad. Not everyone is perfect, they do learn from their mistakes. I for one have for years now, praying that one day my son will be back in my life. Weather it be just talking to him on the phone, just something to be part of his life again.
I hope no-one judges me for the things I have done, I fell down hill bad and got back up from some help of friends and family. I want to especially thank Ryan who is like my big brother for helping me most.
This may bring tears to my eyes as I write on each day, the memories of us together and apart are very hard times. They do bring joy to my heart when I think about the time we spent together, but hurt for the time I haven’t been there for him. Three years is too long for me, I just wish I knew there was a way of locating him so I can get back in his life.
I love you Titus and I don’t want you to think I never did, this proves all.