In an unspecified future, an android named Marla’s secret desire to be human allows her to forge a connection with a broken-hearted boy who is letting pain steer him down the wrong path.

She thought her nerves were just cause it was the first time they were going to her mother-in-law’s. And for breakfast, no less. Tiffany said her parents loved making a huge breakfast the day after Thanksgiving instead of having a traditional Thanksgiving Day meal. That meant that she, Marla, was in. She was family. But Marla had been to lots of dates where she met families who had never met a gay person or who were desperately trying to pretend their daughter wasn’t into women, and it never ended well. So she didn’t expect this time to go any better.

“What are they like?” she asked as she pressed a button on the back of her neck to change her hair. She could go conservative rather than hippie if it was safer. Once she’d even changed her appearance into that of a boy to please severely homophobic parents,  but that was as uncomfortable for her as her natural body would have been for a male, and she didn’t have the energy to keep it up for a whole evening. She shuddered at the memory, barely hearing Tiffany’s response. “Huh?” she said.

“Oh, stop playing with your hair. They just want you to be yourself.”

“Yes, but which self?” Marla asked.

Tiffany kissed the top of Marla’s head. “Your truest self, silly. The one I fell in love with. Now come on. They’re expecting us.”

Tiffany’s parents lived all the way across town. They could have taken their private vehicle and flown over in just a few minutes, but Marla preferred to take the Tube. She secretly wanted as human an experience as possible.  She was programmed to accurately resemble human, but she always felt like something was missing. She thought she would feel different somehow if she were human. She kept watching humans to try to figure it out.

The Tube took forever to come and Tiffany kept complaining that they’d be late. That was fine with Marla. She’d b e happy if they never got there. She kept this thought to herself. If she verbalized it, it might make something happen. When the Tube finally landed on the platform, its ground brakes squealed. Tiffany rolled her eyes; Marla ignored her. She was determined to enjoy this.

They pushed their way onto the Tube despite an endless crowd of humans going the other way. The Tube was so full that there were no seats and Marla had to attach herself to a pole with a safety harness. She didn’t see where Tiffany went. Her panic circuit buzzed. She turned off panic mode by reaching through a pocket and looked around, wondering if anyone else knew she was an android rather than a human. She hoped not.

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  • Mike on Feb 11, 2012

    I fucking love this story! I loved it when you first wrote it. 1) it’s a great example of the concept of Bizarro: A disconnect from humanity and reality. and 2) Believable characters that one can empathize with. This is a beautiful story. I only have one tiny problem with it…The fact that you flat out call Marla an android, I would have preferred to leave that to the readers’ imaginations. You do such a kick-ass job at describing “it”, that I don’t think it’s necessary. One of my favorite things is building a character in my head from the author’s descriptions and every little extra detail (the hair button, opening an ear, etc.) changes or adds to my view of the character. But, that may just be me…

    Something completely different:

    I, as some know, am a sort of “activist’ for Bizarro and I would love to have EVERYONE in TWA write a Bizarro style story or novella and collect it all together. Then send it off to some of the Bizarro publishers out west and, if nothing else, they will probably give us some good feedback. Understand that I don’t want EVERYONE to be a Bizarro author (although, how freakin’ cool would that be?), I just want to kind of “show off”. It would be good for MY genre, which is still young and underground, that we out here, in the South, in a so-called “Red State” can enjoy and produce good stuff.

    If you want in, let me know! You’re actually the first person I’ve told/invited, heh.

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