I am trapped in the world of pain. It seems that I can not find something that will make me happy. Or if I manage to it is always short lived. Why must life torture me with these hopeful relationships? Every one has ended with me being hurt. Its always when I start to fall for the girl. At times I don’t know why I even bother looking for a relationship, because I know I will end up getting hurt. But still I try because I want that feeling of being with someone that cares about me. And it makes me feel like nothing can go wrong. But that long term relationship is something I can only find in my dreams. Maybe someday that dream will become a reality. But for now I will just deal with these short lived moments where I am happy. Hopefully soon those short lived moment of happiness will last a life time.