My brother did online and didnt do his work so I just kept lying to my mom telling her no one was talkig to me at school cause I had moved schools and I was the new girl. So I lied and lied and lied. The truth was that I just wanted to be with my friends who are now 19 at the time 18. So finally she gave in and said okay I’ll let you do online if you promise you’ll do your work. Of course being 13 and just wanting to be with my friends I said yeah mom I promise I’ll do it. So I dropped out. Started getting real close with two of my friends one happend to be my neighbor and the other his best friend. I started drinking on and off at 11. Not 12 not 13 I was 11.

I started drinking more at 12 and at 13 I was drinking a lot. I went to party’s Friday nights every Friday for a month and every weekend I was wasted. Than one day my brother’s dad had got sentenced to 10-years in prison. I was a wreck because he raised me so he was like my dad. Well anyways I’m sitting at the park with my friends in tears. They said, “yo smoke this.” Oh I forgot I smoked cigarettes at 12. So they hand me a joint so I smoked it. I got high. Than it became everyday. One of them I was closer to this kid David.

Well David decided to ask if I was a virgin we ended up having sex. When my mom found out she flipped out. She was so mad so disappointed. I f*cked my life up. Like i said I didn’t have a good life but I didn’t have a horrible life. But I did f*ck it up. My brother basically told me I’m nothing to him after he found out I did drugs and I drink and had sex. Me and my brother were close, but now we barely speak. I f*cked that up. My mom barley speaks to me still this happend way back in Jan-March. Pot will f*ck you up so will alcohol. Don’t do it.