After my encounter with abiodun,i was not sure if i wanted to go back to success point,i could not stand the shame but i went any way,she was already in the class when i got there and this made me uneasy.
I took my seat,happy that it was in front and made sure i did not turn back this day,infact,my neck was just too stiff.
Then came a guy that i think must be her boyfriend as she left the class to meet him once she saw him.they stayed outside talking about something that seemed to bother me even though i did no know what it was.
After the teacher left,aboidun and her friend entered the class but the boy was looking very irritated,and like an elephant with a bug in its trunk,he started towards me scatterring any seat that stood in his way and shouting on top of his voice “where im dey,who be dat person? Show me!!!” All my life,i have never been more afraid,i was shaking so hard,my seat was vibrating and my heart was bursting,under this toture,my dear aboidun came to my rescue. “hey,leave him alone” she said in a tune that was interpreted as “shut down” in my brain.
He became cool immediately in a rather shameful manner as he left the class with aboidun following her.
I packed my books and went home even though classes was not over. When i was asked why i came home so early,i replied “my brain is beating to fast and my heart aches”.
I did not return to success point,no, i could not,my life has no duplicate and it was too dear to risk.
What would you do in my shoes?
Still think of Her.