Self

When a person begins to come of age while slowly creeping towards 60 through having a very selfless life that’s totally different from anyone else in the world while looking back on mostly six decades of nothing but regrets, failures, ignorance, foolish mistakes, wrong decisions, wrong turns, being broke through a life of struggles, a burnt down home after18 years of equity when behind on homeowners insurance, a major head injury that swiped a piece of brain, a four hundred thousand settlement with caring and trusting man while helping every tom dick, rip off church, Harry and liar till I was busted broke while just through an unseen lead ending up buying a one way ticket for the other side of the world from Chicago 5 years ago which placed me in the same square mile on a short leash as being in a prison of life and living in mostly, well, just one difficult daily struggle from many directions while at the same time looking back on everything in my life since I was born only as an education with great value:

Therefore being able to very clearly see this entire world from a point of view that few others can understand because human beings are for the most point all just self oriented with self first, self right, self knows, self wants, self thinks and self chooses what self wants to believe all depending what has been poured into their self mind that sounds good; and whatever self wants self gets no matter what because self is self that knows all things as long as what they know is for only themselves; and being that every human being on this planet is only each individual as self, this world thinks not of the big picture frame they are all in and apart of as the picture that only can be seen when viewed in spiritual ways this entire world of self individuals have absolutely zero knowledge of simply because of the near seven billion self’s that can see no more than what self wants to see.

So what we have is the self’s on earth from gathering rice in the fields of China or the Philippines too those living in the extremely high levels of disgusting filth in India with others living under cities and many millions in just war and rebel torn world locations including disaster areas with only constant non stop death and suffering; and today there are over 14 million people with no work and no income in just America alone with tent cities springing up in all locations from coast to coast along with a world government that is no more than a pile of scum sucking shit that has been pissing all over this entire world’s civilization for the last century while knowing their end through destruction and waste bringing even more filth, famine, diseases, crime, looting, murders, rapes, child abuse, terrorists and many major acts of destruction all over this planet accompanied with this world’s elite added goodies of biological and chemical weapons that were created with the names of billions written all over them. So with nothing new and everything very well planned, welcome to the beginning of the end of this entire human race through the New World Order.