The Constant Chatter – Beginnings.

So this is what it feels like when you enter matter! Wow! It’s much more dense then I thought it would be. It’s nice and comfortable here though, I feel all warm and cosy and already I feel loved but where’s that noise coming from? Oh yes, that’s just mommy’s heartbeat, I was told about that. Look all my friends are waving to me, they know how excited I am about this journey. They will all be along later but some of course, are already on earth, like my mommy here, now she has always been my very special friend, although she’s forgotten about me now. See, my angels are smiling at me, they’re watching over me making sure that everything is okay and I don’t get frightened. After I’m on earth I’ll only be able to see them for a little while, and then I’ll forget all about them. That makes me feel sad because I don’t want to forget them but they tell me that it‘s all right  because they’ll always be there, even though I won’t see them. Anyway, I’ll be coming back home again someday and I’ll be able to see them then. I’m going to be a boy when I’m finished growing and when all of me is complete, I’ll be born into the world, isn’t that exciting? There are so many things I want to do there, I’ll run and jump and have loads of fun. Oh, my angels are telling me that I shouldn’t get so excited, I have to rest and sleep, just rest and sleep until I’m ready to be born.

My, I sleep a lot don’t I ? That’s all I do is sleep, sleep, sleep. My angels are smiling again, I think they’re trying to make me smile… no,  that comes later. I can still see some of my friends, but I think some of them have left already. Oh look! Jerry is back … And Irene and Sarah…and there’s Tony and Harold.  Oh oh, something is happening, what’s that? I’m ready to be born ! Where are my angels? Oh there they are, they’re telling me not to be frightened … easy for them to say, they don’t have to experience this. … Ow! That’s not a very good way to welcome anyone. I’m crying !  I’m crying ! I’ve never cried before … at least I don’t think so. Now this is better… those arms, those loving arms, I just know it’s my mommy’s arms … I could stay here for ever.  Wait! I want to see her, I want to look into her eyes, I want to see if she’ll remember me. Oh my, what’s wrong with my eyes?  They won’t stay open at all … guess I’ll have to save that stare for later. You’ll have to excuse me, I’m really really sleepy – can’t keep my eyes open at all … good night.