Culture was outwardly and I was both same outwardly and inwardly but he was not the same. He was tricky inwardly and innocent outwardly, not letting me know that he had the deceit in him. He was very close though he always was like this and surprisingly I never came to know about it. He wanted to always cheat me, this day or that day, it had to happen.

It was all about killing someone from the back and speaking good in the front. This means it was the kiss of Judas for Jesus and even when Jesus knew that it happened. He killed me, but even before that I was allowing him to kill myself. It was all about trust which I had upon him and he never had that within him.

The kiss of the Judas worked well first time, however, I did not let it work again in my life. It was all about me now, either me or not. He will deceit me only if I allow him to do that. No more now. Kiss of Judas was no more for me. Its enough!