Everyone has an experience that changes their life and how they behave. This is mine.

It was 6Th grade, and i liked what i would think was one of the most popular girls in my elementary school. I didn’t even know she existed until the end of 5Th grade. Her name is Nadajah, and i never knew this would be the girl who would change my life. For the better or worse, too early to tell. I guess, for a little bit of both.

What happened in my juvenile years was that i was shy. I had never had a girlfriend, and the experience was all new to me. There was the occasional crush but never anything that was even moderately close to this experience.

Have you ever tasted Five gum? it tastes sweet, and it makes You just want more because its juicy and sweet-But the thing is FIVE gum doesn’t really last very long. well this is how that feeling was, the sweet part at least. In my nervous wreck i wrote a note to her, it was a poem with a note at the bottom. I cant remember the exact poem, but i know Ive always been a good writer. I didn’t know what would happen if i gave it to her and i was contemplating whether or not to do it. But the thing about it was that when your young you make really really stupid things, like trade a note to someone for a Pokemon card. only two people in the whole world knew about this part to my knowledge until now, not including me. The person i traded it with and a very close friend that i tell pretty much everything to.

SO, how it went down from there is that my “friend” decided to give the note to her anyways. And it all went down hill from there. Life was such a downfall from there i hardly remember what happened, so in effort to not make Nadajah sound like a “evil bitch” as she put it. Ill take a hold of my imagination and just tell you the parts i remember. I remember hearing that she doesn’t like me, although i cant remember from whom. I’m pretty sure it was from my “friend”. * If your wondering why I’m not giving his name it’s because his name isn’t worth mentioning* Although i gave this “friend” plenty of good advice because that’s my strong point. He only seemed to like making my life miserable.