The huge-exclusive-semi-detached bungalow was silent in very angle like nobody in the house. Rain fall onto the roof of the house. All members of the house were slept at that moment. Only my eyes were blinking in my own perfect-big room. The flash of brilliant light in the sky that produced by natural electricity passing between clouds entered the curtain-less closed window of the room.

I stared at the bolt of my antique room’s door. I thought a lot of things. I was uncertain. Once, the thunder produced the strong and its anger sound. I made my way to my brown-classic cupboard. I could see a shape of shirtless man body on the plane mirror beside the cupboard- tall, tough and muscular. It was me. I pulled out my white Adidas jacket from the cupboard and made it comfort to my body.

A few minutes later, my phone vibrated and ringing. I knew who was calling me. I looked at the display screen.

“My sweetheart”

My prediction was right. I felt uncertain and not sure whether I want to answer the call or just put it off. Eventually, I decided to answer the call because I thought that I should give good interpretation to my girlfriend.

“You can take me at the bus stop right now. I am waiting for you. Hurry up. I am cold.” she whispered.

I was speechless.

“Hello? Hello? My dear…..? Oh, my dear? Are you there?”

“Ok, I will be there. Wait for me.” I said.

I drove my red Ferrari Spider 360 car. I tried to be there as fast as possible. Pity her. She was in cold. I could fell it. I love her more than I love everyone in the world. She is mine and I am hers.

I stopped my car in front of the bus stop. I could see her. She was shivering. I run to get her in my arms. Then, I pulled off my jacket and wrapped her body. I was shirtless at that time. My body was wet. Next, we went in to the car.

She did not cry at all but she was shivering. When I looked her, she was staring at my six packed rectus abdominus up to my muscular pectoralis major and up to my eyes. We looked at each other eyes.

“So, what is the next?” she started the conversation.

“I don’t know”

“Why? What is wrong with you, dear?”

“I don’t know”

I decided to send her to her house. I thought that I must cancel our plan before to get married in early age. We were both speechless I thought that we were both too young to get married. Although I can afford her as my wife later but I felt that was not a good future planning of my life. I still study in my college for the last semester. I need to heve my own job although my parent had left me with wealthy.

Her parent did not like me. They have their own choice for her. We wait in the car untul dawn. Her parent called her phone but she did not answer it. Suddenlly, her parent called my phone. I looked at her eyes and answer the call. I said that I will send her to the house soon. Her parent threatened to report to the police.

She started to cry. I felt very guilty. I stopped my car exactly in front of her house. I know it hard for me but I need to break the situation so that it will over.

“I actually want to tell you that I never…..?”

“You never….?”

“I never love you”

She slapped my face and went out from my car. I could fell it. It was sharp and deep slap on my face. At that moment, the rain was fully stop since it was raining from the night.

 I just thought about our future. There are a lot of wisdom from that. I hope I could get her back one day. I finally realized that I had made the right decision.