But one day I got persuaded to buy some weed from a friend, I’ve never smoked before & I decided to buy it. I thought I’d try it out. So I then bought it right before a basketball game, it was in my bag and almost the whole team knew I had it.

I gave it to some girl to hold, she held it but I never got it back because I left early from the game, she got caught with it. I admitted to the school it was mine but yet the girl who had it in her bag was getting in trouble too, and everyone on the team was close to her because it was my first year playing so they all took her side.

They all said that I put it in her bag & she didnt know, so I got suspended, and kicked off the team. All she got was suspension. Now it’s a new season of basketball & I really want to try out, but I’m more like the shy type to REALLY think about & care what people say about me. It gets too me..

So now that try outs are coming, I realized because of that day everyone that was on the team now hates me, hates me for even having the drug, but most because the other girl got in trouble when it was supposely all my fault, now everyone hates me , I don’t want to be on a team where everyone hates me, that’s not a team. Now I have no clue what to do, I want to try out but I’m scared of what they think & I hate being left out.

Since that day I’ve gotten caught with weed & got in trouble I went back to doing ecstasy, now I’m on my pill hype again, and I have no clue what my future is going to look like in basketball. I coulda’ve got a scholarship!