“Because until you are trained you could accidentally attack at random if frightened into using that form you would become more powerful because you would enter a berserk mode which would make it hard to stop you. Have you never noticed that there is always someone around you, who can master several large forms? Alternatively, has pack scent on them, like me and William? If you had mastered that form we would not need to do it but you avoided the form and that has made you dangerous for us and humans. It is the other reason that you have been banned from going out side the manor house for a while”

            “Why hasn’t anyone told me this before?”

            “None of us want to push you into doing something that you do not wish to do. No matter how much danger the inaction might cause.” he answered. “Anyway let’s go for another fly its dark now and I want to hunt.”

            “Oh yeay mouse diet”

            “Well I would prefer rabbit but mouse will do.”

            I grunted and rose from my feet. A second shift in one day, I had never tried that before I was normally worn out after changing once. “I’m not even sure I can” I admitted softly.

            “We can try”

            I had tried my hardest to change for a second time, but I couldn’t manage it, they all kept telling me that it should be easy for me to change more than once a day but I really did not agree. And although Alex would never say, I was certain that he was slightly disappointed with me.

            I returned to my room feeling disheartened and crawled into my bed where sleep hit me almost immediately.