Hey ppl,

Dis is Rk, don wanna reveal ma real name. Im an engg student currently in final year of college life…! Hav got couple of blogs n dose r totally generic but dis one I wanna dedicate it to ma crush mate. Tat’s enuff, lemme get into de topic:)
In 2003 wen I was in 9th grade I came to new skl wit lot of hopes n expectations.De very first year in de skl I had a terrible experience, couldnt get along well wit many but I had few friends who kept me entertained al de time. I was really silent n nt gregarious. Clsmates mocked at me, teased n had fun. Sometimes I felt really low but later i got used to it n enjoyed wid them. Day by day I started likin them very much, they wer so friendly n I never felt lonely even for a minute. By dis way I completed ma 9th grade wid ease.
An year passed n I came into de crucial part of ma life-10th grade. It wasnt crucial at al rather it was a pleasant one, had loads of fun by playin cricket,basketball n nt to forget abt de fight durin lunch,at de same time we studied hard n got decent marks.
Fine!!!! Let me put a fullstop to ma intro n frm here onwards I ll carry on wit DE TOPIC.
As I said before in the first year of tat skl life i had oly few friends n dint even knw few of ma clsmates. Later I std liking a gal from ma cls n she was short, cute n sweet. Still findin a reason y I got attracted towards her. She used to spk alot n cudnt make her mouth shut. De good thing was tat I hadnt spoken wit her much in dose days…! Got opportunity to spk wit her couple of times- Once she asked me Cricket score bcos I had de habit of takin pager to skl durin match time n de second time she askd me abt ma lab exprmnt durin model exam. LOl I forgot to mention her name, lets abbreviate t to PK. Lik othrs I wudnt say tat I wasnt able to prepare well for the exams bcos of her yet she remained in ma mind al de time!!!
After completin board exams I had 2 months of vacation, tat time I used to roam in her area wid ma friends expectin her to go to some shops nearby:) but rarely I saw her. None of ma friends knew tat she was ma crush, I kept evrythn withn myself. Weneva I used to see her on roads I wud b in extreme bliss n wud consider dat as an unforgettable day in ma life. Then came de horrible days of ma life. Although I passed board exams wid decent marks I wasnt tat happy bcos few of ma clsmates wanted to change their skl. She was one among them n chngd to a diffrnt skl to study de remainin 2 yrs. Literally I had no contacts wid her for 2 yrs n felt tat der was a huge gap betwn us. I should accpt tat I had wonderful days in de last 2 yrs of ma skl life wid friends n tat made me to forget her to sme extent. I had no idea about her whereabouts but wud feel happy wen sme1 used her name.
In the last 2 yrs of schoolin she came to ma mind rarely. I used to ask sme of ma friends abt her without causin any doubts. Somehow managed to complete ma 12th grade wid gr8 support frm friends n teachers. Once again de long vacation started and ma roamin thing started too. It was de time to get into some engg college, after analysin many colleges ma dad had one college in his mind but I really dint lik to get a donation seat. I waited for ma counsellin date n joined in a college in merit.Durin dis admission process I had abt 3 months of holiday, tat time many social sites were becomn famous n I joined in ORKUT jus to knw smethn abt her…!
I Was in heaven after seein her profile in orkut n I added her in ma friend’s list. I Scrapped(message) her couple of times but of no use. She never replied me back but I dint give up, instead of chattin I started to know her well with the help of her scraps(any of her friends can read it). I came to know tat she was gonna join in de same coll(same dept too) which ma dad had in his mind, I jus felt really low at tat time. Tat one wasnt a big blow for me ,I got shattered wen I came to know tat she was committed to someone bcos I had an idea of gettin in touch wid her n expressin ma luv:) Inspite of de fact tat she was cmtd to some1 else I used to visit her profile regularly to knw whethr she was happy, afterall human’s nature…!
Every MAY15th right from 2006 to 2008 I thot to wish on her bday but wud change ma mind. I used to think abt her evryday, somehw she wud cme to ma mind on seein somethin. Few days passed n she deleted her orkut profile, once again I lost her contacts! I had a mutual frnd of us who was really close to me, he wud say smethn abt her weneva v meet. He was de only person to knw tat I love her….! He pestered me constatly to knw tat info n I too felt good wen I told him abt it bcos al dese days I was keepn it withn myself n cudnt bear…! Smetmes I used to c her guy’s profile n wud lik to knw more abt him. I really felt happy wen she got a guy of tat calibre n talent(singer). Til MAY 14th 2009 she dint even knw who was RK, once again de same thot came to ma mind on de next day whethr to wish on her bday. YUP dis time I wished her, managed to find her profile again in orkut n added her in ma contact. I wouldnt chat wit her frequently, weneva I buzz her in gtalk she wud reply “2 mins” n then wud go to offline. Initially she thot tat I was tryin to flirt wit her.
Once in a while v had good chats, our topics varied from engg to gre. I also told her tat she was ma crush mate for tat she replied I had a good taste. I said tat 10th PK was ma crush n not de one I was chattin wit….! She called me rascal for tat:) I was once again happy tat I cud atleast chat wit her…! Few more months passed, it was mid of august v exchngd our mob nos n started chattin wit her in mobile….!

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