This is a long article, but an interesting one if you ever thought, What If, ever in your life. It’s a true story…

This story starts 2 years ago. I was the first one in my family who went to the University, and I was very excited and happy to go. I chose a hard education, but one I loved, loved to do in the future. But, the drama began from here.

I was a shy boy, went to my first college and saw all my other classmates. I noticed everyone had a friend, or someone they knew in the class, but I was the only one who didn’t knew anyone at all. I had to start from scratch and tried to talk to people, but I was way to shy to approach someone. But luckily, a guy approached me and started a small talk out of nothing. I was happy to know this one person (Which became my best mate later) The next day I met thanks to him more and more people, but it only went up to knowing 4 people (of the 30 in the class)

I was very happy to have friends, because few years ago, my friends let down on me, because I didn’t choose the same education as theirs… But than, I thought, This will be the best time of my life, and unfortunately, the opposite became true.

My first downtime, was when my second friend, quited his education. This was on January, and I felt so down, because I thought we as friends would go on to second year, but he let us down, by quiting. I thought I want to quit also, but thought no, I have to go on, I’m here for myself. Later on, in the same month, I failed many many exams! This made me even more depressive, and almost made me wanna quit. (In this time my parents weren’t aware of anything, because I always faked a big smile at home )

Than in my third semester, I thought, I will use 100% of me energy to finish my education successfully. But what happened… I fell in love, and not a small love, Just I FELL HARD! My first Love, I was so in love, and because of this, my education came again to the second place. I kept text messaging and phoning whole day to be with my love. After a few months, I thought our relationship went well, because we met a lot, and we had always a lot of fun, but on one day, something happened… I was done with school earlier, so I went to the train station, to catch my train to home, but I saw something I never would ever want to see again. I saw my girlfriend kissing an other boy, just a few meters away from me! And my god, my eyes became so watery, that I couldn’t see anymore! I have no idea whether she saw me or not, but I ran into the train and cried, like I’ve never done before!