Unfortunately, his behavior during the next days were different from what I expect. He continues to ignore me, saying to others that he still feels bad.

Next week I reluctantly will work together again with my colleague who like to criticize others. This friend of mine always bad mouth to others. Sometimes I feel so tired even only to listen to her. This poem I write to prepare my heart. I must guard my heart with all vigilance, for from my heart it flows the spring of my life.