If I began to love him, let me just silence ..

Oh God! it’s too difficult for me to live. I wanna just die. But I know there are people who really cares for me. But those also in too bad situation. I don’t understand your games. I know there are many ways to live. But right now I can’t just go like that what ever I want. Why can’t you leave me at least one option that I can feel comfort to live. All the hard work I did is going waste. I just don’t wanna let it go. Please please do something. I wanna work and earn for myself. Everything in life came late. That late still continuing. What’s the mistake I did?

Maybe I’m weak
Maybe I never have tired
When I cry out your silent
Keep me transfixed by the pseudo expectation.

I feel something now, will miss you, miss seeing you, miss you with a smile. His warm kisses your lips touch my forehead, I feel very masihh today. Today the sun was shining brightly, I expect myself to be as bright as the sun was. Which will continue to illuminate you. Daydream sun misses the moon, dream-month wait at the meeting.

Maybe I’m weak
Maybe I never have tired
When I cry out your silent
Keep me transfixed by the pseudo expectation.

Random words running in my head. I do not know the real source of these soaking negativity. Oh God I really need help!

I am on lookout.

A poem which relates man to god.

Love should be shared, don’t hesitate to spread it.

Spiritual.