Disenchanted…disillusioned…disheartened.

I guess it is ambition that keeps forcing me forward.

When I see you there.

My foolish loving mistakes, with my internet guy. How he cancelled plans for us to meet twice becuase he felt on a trip, that will take a YEAR. I am trying not to sit on my hands… and it’s not working.

Dreams and plans are actually different. I planned for my future 12 years ago with that simple drawing then I started having dreams. But, I never got into realizing them. Will I let the shadows cloud my fervor to make a difference? I don’t think so. Not this time anyway.

You wake up one day and suddenly feel that there’s something wrong, but you just can’t see what it is that you’re missing. You thought that love was enough, but it turned out that you’re still unfulfilled.

Coming to terms with unfulfilled desires.